Edits- A Load Of Life

I have changed the name of the blog... Added to the description....

It is not because I am not in pursuit of my bachelors, business, Boaz (future husband) and baby

I have just arrived to a place where I just want to be HAPPY

Where I am not falling into the plans of man

Because my friends are all happily coupled off, doesn't meant I need to be too

Because all my friend have achieved scholastically doesn't mean they are in the best position of their lives

I just long for a simple life, with the few grand pleasures and desires that I have set in my heart

But lets move on,

My frustration is breaching

And I recently found a new stress point that is aching

It scares me how frustration and stress effects me

I mean, is this apart of being 25? Is this a part of becoming an adult?

I'll be honest, I rather be taken care of at this point in my life

Spoiled? Maybe...

Don't get me wrong

I don't mind working hard

But there are certain things in my life I wish I didn't have to worry about
 
Or had the resources to handle the situation

Or just had someone to help me

To some of you all my burden may seem like nothing

But for me it is a load of life I am learning to carry and maneuver through

I guess it is my welcome into adulthood

Where I realize that dreams are no longer be played with

 That they budge you until you listen

Where I realize love is no longer a game, but a place of happiness

Where I realize those closest to me are in dire need of me

It is a load of life

Where I realize I am now more accountable to what I hear and say