I have changed the name of the blog... Added to the description....
It is not because I am not in pursuit of my bachelors, business, Boaz (future husband) and baby
I have just arrived to a place where I just want to be HAPPY
Where I am not falling into the plans of man
Because my friends are all happily coupled off, doesn't meant I need to be too
Because all my friend have achieved scholastically doesn't mean they are in the best position of their lives
I just long for a simple life, with the few grand pleasures and desires that I have set in my heart
But lets move on,
My frustration is breaching
And I recently found a new stress point that is aching
It scares me how frustration and stress effects me
I mean, is this apart of being 25? Is this a part of becoming an adult?
I'll be honest, I rather be taken care of at this point in my life
Spoiled? Maybe...
Don't get me wrong
I don't mind working hard
But there are certain things in my life I wish I didn't have to worry about
Or had the resources to handle the situation
Or just had someone to help me
To some of you all my burden may seem like nothing
But for me it is a load of life I am learning to carry and maneuver through
I guess it is my welcome into adulthood
Where I realize that dreams are no longer be played with
That they budge you until you listen
Where I realize love is no longer a game, but a place of happiness
Where I realize those closest to me are in dire need of me
It is a load of life
Where I realize I am now more accountable to what I hear and say
